NEW: Chicken Soup for the Souless*

I'm listening to: Drowning Pool- Bodies

Feelings lately: appathetic, discontented.

I havn't decided yet what I want to do next year. I suppose it depends on how things are looking in December, I might just keep at tech and try to aim for an animation school in '08. Though I havn't really gotten more than two minutes alone to really think about it and there are a few factors to consider. So we'll see. That's probably why I've been so frustrated lately, lack of alone time.

I used to have alot of time to myself but lately I've had either school or work everyday, sometimes both. Anyway it's driving me insane. I can't deal with being around people so often. It's not because I'm horribly anti-social or something but I need time alone to think about things. Hopefully I'll have a bit more of that this week to help me clear up some things that have been on my mind.

On another note: I keep having weird dream, last night I had one that Jim was trying to kill me for some reason or another I think I knew at the time why but when I woke up it was gone. There was this one part in it when I was trying to fly and couldn't because my right arm was sore then I "woke up" and realized it was just sleep paralisis. Like I said odd. I'm sure there's some subcontious message in all that mess but it's hard to say what.

I'ma zombie now.

Ashley

Oh and Daniel and I dyed our hair.



*Book I'm reading.. kinda good.