Rawr, says I!

I’m listening to: James Blunt- Goodbye my Lover

Last night we went to see Pirates of the Caribbean it had some cheesy bits in it though that I didn’t like too much but it was pretty decent other than that. We all dressed up like pirates, well… Michael and I dressed like pirates, Bridget wore a jolly roger shirt and a bandana and Daniel and Rachel looked at us stupid. It was fun though, we all crammed into the photo booth after and took some pictures.

So anyway, besides that we checked out that Aladdin’s place down by the mall. Turned out to be a pretty cool place, it’s like this Greek, middle eastern restaurant slash hookah bar. I got kind of sick off the smoking though, I wouldn’t recommend more than one bowl your first time. Still I’ve been having a pretty good week.

Weirdly even though I should be happy about everything lately I’m just not. I mean, my boyfriend just got back from Germany, I’ve been doing a lot of fun things and I might have even found a job.. But for some reason I’m just not all that excited about anything. I was so anxious for Michael to get back home so that I could spend time with him but I just feel so blah. I guess it’s all the stress of everything happening in my life all at once. But it doesn’t seem to help that he doesn’t seem to be on the same page as me.

I need to move somewhere, that’s a given. And with Diana’s parents being mum about whether or not I can stay there it’s all up in the air. I think that if Michael and I moved out together that we could handle it but he doesn’t seem at all interested in doing that. I’m not sure if it’s because he’s not that interested in me or if he’s just too comfortable being at home for free. I know that if I had the same issue I probably would be more than willing to stay with my mom.

I worry too much though. I just hope that things sort themselves out soon. I stress too much and then think stupid thoughts.

The Cheeky Monkey.

Ashley