Thursday, August 24, 2006


I can honestly say that I understand why some people go crazy and kill their parents. I'm might expand on this later when I feel like it.

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Ramsey did whaaa?

I'm listening to: KT Tunstall- Other side of the world

kt tunstall

I figured I should write something in here since alot's happened and I've so carelessly neglected to report. First off, my last loan to Anderson got declined so I never got to go there. But it falls into one of those situations that I always seem to have. You know one of those times when you expect and work towards a certain goal and then unexpectedly things don't work out but your alternative turns out to be the better choice. I've found that happening alot lately. Like when I went to London I expected, or rather, origionally planed to end up dating Fry. There are other examples but I won't bother with them, people have to have some secrets in their life right?

Though I wish I were at Anderson to hang out with Diana, I actually prefer going to tech here. It's free for one, and I'm saving a ton of money staying home. Now if I can just find a job maybe I can save up to move out. Anyway we'll see how that one works out.

Oh random. I redyed my hair today! It's bluuuuue again! ^____^

blue hair

Bling wha?


Thursday, August 10, 2006


I'm listening to: Muse- Supermassive

I've been having really bad dreams lately, a few where my teeth have shattered and I had to spit out all the pieces along with my blood and the others were each on some different level of disturbing. Such as being pregnant and not knowing who the dad was. Then there was the one where Diana wasn't talking to me, and a few more that I don't care to talk about on here.

There's alot of stuff on my mind right now, mostly why I'm such an idiot. I mean I willingly put myself through pain for no particular reason. And I like to confuse myself too. Masochism much?

Ugh, lots of changes comming up soon. I just hope I don't go overly depressive from it. All day today I was crying for well.. varring reasons. But I'm going to blame that on my hormones.

Anyway just wanted to complain a little.


Monday, August 07, 2006

Self-delusionment and Matters of the Heart <3

I'm listening to: The Goo Goo Dolls- Become

Well I'm back from PA now... I have mixed feelings about that. On one hand I would have liked to stay but on the other I've got stuff going on here that I need to be around for, aka- school. Anyway it was a good trip, I loved just about everyone I met. They were all really great to hang out with. So it's official, I'll definately have to go back up soon.

There's a lot of things I'm thinking right now but it's probably better to leave them to myself for now.

Oh gotta brag about something for a sec, I got to go to Warped Tour with Steve and Marie (Jim didn't want to come cause it was too hoooot)that was really cool. It was SO freaking hot though, but we got over it and sunburnt while listening to some great music and getting tons of autographs and free things gallore. So though we were exaughsted by the end of it all it was more than worth it.

I've also decided in a spurt of either antiquity or serious girlishness to make a scrapbook from stuff I did this summer. There's plenty to work with seeing as I've been all over the place so I'm oddly excited to get started on that. Oh and Marie's sending me this collage photo frame we got at Target with the pics we took for my dorm which I'm seriously looking forward to seeing.

Spent like your college fund!